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This is the life of...me...Enjoy!!  i now have a job been working at sports direct for over 8months now. im single, wish i was still with joe. but we dont talk anymore, he doesnt want a friendship with me, he said hes better off without me. i miss him and to bits, but i have to move on... life goes on. my grandad died in a house fire this year i was gutted so itext joe and we met up but i stupidly sid that i love him and he jsut laughed in my face, and i cried o the train journey home. iv not text him since, idk really what to say to him. i dont think il ever be as happy as i was, but im trying to. honestly i really am!! iv not really had any relationships since, just making a load of new guy mates. i have my distinction qualifacations in animal behaviour, animal health and soon to be animal nutrition. i dont know what i want to do in my life anymore, i still live at home.
Waht a lovly weekend im having.... NOT its been crap tbh. i feel like crap not on my bloody period im sure im due in by now. i cant be pregnant be a friggin miracle if iwas. honestly still dont know if idid the right thing 4 weeks down the line saw joe on tuesday we hada good time at burger king, i as usual fucked up and knocked my drink EVERYWHERE im just a big embaressment, where ever i go. i always do something wrong. Wednesday saw mcr was fucking amamzing cried when cancer was sung but couldnt see a shitting thing :'( parents wont lemme go to ireland to se them though :( but il live. after 2years or so i should be gettin a webcam dont know what else to say tbh cya x Current mood:  sad.Current music: hoobastank - the first of me. Bored. i reli must sleep im tired got hospital in the monring not loknig forward to some old guy corresing my breast or w.e to make sure they are fine probly have some xrays too so yeah nighty night Current mood:  tired.Current music: Every time i die - the new black. Today is a new day. im so excited about ireland. cant wait to see my dads side of the fmaily agen. its all i can think about. thers some many things iwant to do like fgo shopping, out for walks down the jacko, bowling maybe and down to the beech. il be staying at my second counsions house with michelle and her bf collum. ha. as a kid he was my 1st crush lmao. ther so lovley together. and i hear they have a puppy and i love dogs. iwant to be a dog trainer/animal behaviourist 1day. dad told me today if istart saving now waht ever money i dont have to make the £375 him and mum will put towards it so hopefully buy june ican study the next chapter of becoming an animal behaviourist/dog trainer!! i miss joe, iv relized iwant to be with him. and il get my act otgether and we will both live hapily ever after. james made me cry today coz he lied to me. i dont no why i cried though it sounds stupid, but my emotions have been all over the place latley and i dont know why. my hair is constantly faling out and its doing my head in. nuff love speak soon x Iv decided... soon il be treating myself and joe with stuff and i will be getting joes presents that i was unable to get him. no matter how long it take for them to come bk in stock :) i should be ordering them after icame bk frm my ireland hols on 19th of feb. i will be choosing the cheaper shipping rate which take anything frm 2 -8 weeks to arrive not the 7-9days one lmao love love xxx Current mood: tired.Current music: Enter Shikari - Sorry You're not a winner. Another Day.... todays has been like any normal weekend really spending it with joe. be going to ireland next month on the 16-19 im a tad excited aout that getting to see my dads side of the family. il probs end up crying as usual its like my 2nd home to me. been listining to music while joes not been here and chatting to friends and added 2new pics on my myspace lol dunno what else ot say but byeeeeeeeee xxx im on love with avenged sevenfold atm today got told my sonya rooster have split and they got dropped by ther shitty record company!! |
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